Gay Marriage in New York, yet I Still Can't Smoke a Joint.....Backwards much??

I have nothing against people who are gay.  It makes no difference to me who someone loves and or marries.  I honestly could give a shit less.

Now what I don't understand is why marijuana is still illegal??   I just think we have our priorities fucked up along the way somewhere.  Big time!!!!!  I am happy for New York and every other state that recognizes same sex marriage.  Why the hell is our country so broke when we can make money off of a plant.  It's a plant.  I know, I know--  It's illegal.  I still don't understand why.  Alcohol kills more people but I can go get a beer right now.  Seems fucking stupid to me.  I am only expressing my opinion, which I am allowed to do by one of the  rights I feel I actually have left in this horrible excuse for a country.  It'a all about politics and money and most of all greed!!  I don't really talk politics on my blog much but when something seems so simple, I just don't get it.  Oh and our lack of tree problems.... duh, hello, start growing hemp and making paper and so many other things it's ridiculous.  Save the rain forest, plant some damn hemp.   The Constitution is printed on it yet I can't smoke it.  What the fuck?

Just when I though Redbox was cool, I discovered Netflix!!!

I was loving me some Redbox, I mean a dollar a day, hells yeah count me in.  Then I saw a commercial for Netflix and they were doing a free month with sign up so I thought what the hell, we'll give it a try.  My husband and I's old ass sure as hell don't use the Playstation 3 for anything else.  Oh my gosh it is amazing.  They have so many movies it's crazy and it just goes through the internet and bam..... movies, television shows, everything.  Oh my!!  I get lost trying to pick what to watch there is so many choices.  Even my Law and Order, I'm super happy about the choice to bring Netflix into my home.  I may never leave the house again.  What reason do I have?  Just a report to all my lazy peeps out in the world.

Thank You for Reading

I just wanted to take a second to thank everyone who takes the time to read my blog, no matter how ridiculous it is sometimes.  lol.   I enjoy writing so much and I just hope I connect with someone and maybe help them, even if it is only through laughter.  I have received so much positive feedback on my writings and just want everyone to know how much it means to me.  I may never be a famous writer....  hell, I may not even ever get published.  I am just having so much fun being honest and putting myself out there.  I only hope I reach even one person.  To give another human hope and understanding is sometimes the biggest gift in the world.  I understand and am here to say the bullshit that we go through is totally worth it in the end.
 Have faith that you are doing what's best for you and no one else.
 Be strong knowing that others have been where you are at and they are ok and we all will be ok too.

 Love hard and don't hold back.  We are not promised tomorrow so make sure all the people in your life know how you feel.  Regrets in that department suck, trust me.  That is all for now.  Again thank you all so much!!

Sometimes You CAN'T put it all out there.

I as a writer and blogger have found myself between a rock and a hard place and I don't like it.  I have always considered myself to be a true and honest writer but I now find myself holding back to spare the feelings of others.  I have gone over it in my head a million times and see no way that I can be honest about some things.  It sucks.  I want to put it all out there and scream it from the rooftop but I can't hurt others so I must suffer in silence.
 One of my main reasons for writing is to hopefully connect with people and maybe even help them if they have found themselves in similar situations.  Or if they just need a laugh.   I have a situation that has to remain anonymous and I feel like I am letting people down by not being honest.  How can I connect or help if I can't even be true to myself?   I don't really know what else to say except I am sorry for not being able to put it out there.

 Lesson here is..... Some things are better left unsaid.  Some things are better left well enough alone and the grass is no greener on the other side, it's a fucking mirage, get over it.  Be happy with what you have and don't question why things are the way they are. Just love it, every minute of it.

Sometimes life just sucks.

I don't really have much to say on this one.  Life just really sucks ass sometimes and there's nothing you can do about it.  Just suck it up and move on.  Do you really ever move on?  Does it ever really end?  Ugh, I am so frustrated with the way things go sometimes.  We choose our own path but sometimes we are wrong and it can't be taken back.  I am so angry right now and I don't even know why.  I am sick and tired of being angry.

Take My Advice, Brush Your Damn Teeth!!!

In February of this year my mother so kindly paid for me to go see a dentist.  I haven't been since my insurance ran out when I turned 18.  Anyway, so I had 19 cavities and severe gum disease.  No wonder I was in so much pain.  My awesome dentist sat down with me to work out a plan to fix my mouth.  It was expensive but today was my last appointment for fillings.  Whew.... Since February, I have had a dentist appointment every two weeks and it has sucked donkey balls.  If I just would have brushed my teeth three times a day and ran some floss through them bitches it would've saved me so much bullshit and my mama so much money.  I basically lost my job over this mess because my boss was a dick and he wouldn't work around my appointments, which were mainly in the morning and I worked nights but whatever.  He was an ass anyway.  Point is, all this crap could've been avoided.  And no I didn't lose my teeth because of a drug problem.  I know this is Arkansas but give me some credit.  I was just lazy and put it off and ate lots of sugar.  Not to mention my cherry coke and coffee addiction.  Oh and I smoke too so damn, triple whammy.  I am just glad it is all over and my teeth are pretty and white again.  I will make sure I do the whole check-up and cleaning thing which is all new to me.  I wish I would've gone to the dentist and started a long time ago, just getting a cavity here and there when I financially could.  Way cheaper than this mess was.  I am thankful for my mother for putting up the fundage for this pricey venture, much appreciated mama!!  Now I am ready to conquer the world and get a fucking job with a big ole smile on my face.  So everyone that reads this...... brush your damn teeth, and hit em with some floss!!