I as a writer and blogger have found myself between a rock and a hard place and I don't like it. I have always considered myself to be a true and honest writer but I now find myself holding back to spare the feelings of others. I have gone over it in my head a million times and see no way that I can be honest about some things. It sucks. I want to put it all out there and scream it from the rooftop but I can't hurt others so I must suffer in silence.
One of my main reasons for writing is to hopefully connect with people and maybe even help them if they have found themselves in similar situations. Or if they just need a laugh. I have a situation that has to remain anonymous and I feel like I am letting people down by not being honest. How can I connect or help if I can't even be true to myself? I don't really know what else to say except I am sorry for not being able to put it out there.
Lesson here is..... Some things are better left unsaid. Some things are better left well enough alone and the grass is no greener on the other side, it's a fucking mirage, get over it. Be happy with what you have and don't question why things are the way they are. Just love it, every minute of it.
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