I miss my mama so much, it still hurts everyday.

life will not be the same without my mama. Its been a year and a half since she went to heaven, everyone tells you that it gets easier with time and to them I say a big fuck you. Maybe your mom  but mine was super special. She gave her entire life to help others, she always put others happiness before her own. She was the most selfless person I will ever have been so lucky to have had as a mama. She was my best friend, I told her everything & I mean everything. She knew me the best and loved me the most. Everytime something happens whether it is good or bad I always went straight to my mom. She was my everything. She was only 63, it seems so unfair. Not a day goes by that I don't think about her and miss her. I move forward like it's all OK but inside there is a huge hole and they're always will be.