I love to write but I know I will never have the dream career or anything else. Life is hard and if you actually make it to 30 without killing yourself then you're already doing better than most.
My first painting.
Thursday, April 14, 2011
My Dreams Turned Into Hobbies. :)
I have always been a dreamer. When I was little, it was gymnastics and as I got older it was photography. Those dreams got squashed for one reason or another and now they have turned into hobbies that I just happen to be really good at. I was pissed about the whole situation at first. I was mad at myself for not trying harder and I wished I would have pushed myself to do the things that I love. Instead of the regret that I thought I would feel, I am happy for some strange reason. I am very fortunate to have had the wonderful experiences that I did. I was gymnast of the year once, my photos have been chosen for print ads and coffee table photography books, I am blessed. So I didn't make it to the Olympics, oh well, I can still do a mean double back handspring and at my age, I am just happy I haven't broken a bone yet. I take my camera everywhere I go and I have a hell of an eye for photography so I am happy with the way things turned out. The cool thing is, I can do either if I want to and I know that, and that's enough for me. I am a trained gymnast and photographer yet I am under no pressure to be the best anymore and that is refreshing. Sometimes dreams are just meant to turn into really kick ass hobbies!!
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