Commercialized Holiday's SUCK.

I mean really, do we need an extra day to feel obligated, then feel like shit because we can't follow through???  These damn commercialized holidays all over the T.V reminding us how broke we all are but showing us all the wonderful things we cannot afford on an hourly basis in commercials.  I'm rambling which I tend to do but it really sucks to feel like shit anyway so you watch some boob tube to forget and then see all these damn holiday family commercials.  Ugh, sickening. I am all for spending time with loved ones during the holidays but it shouldn't feel like an obligation.  Then that obligation turns into disappointment real quick because your broke ass can't buy anyone anything.  So what do you do??  It's the though that counts right??  In that case I hope everyone knows that I am thinking of them and am thankful they are in my life.  You don't have to see me to know that.  I want to have a totally basackwards Thanksgiving and Christmas and eat pizza or some shit.  Maybe even turkey pizza.  Hmmm????  Just the hubby and I and a pizza pie.  Sounds fantastic.  Screw you Hallmark.