Commercialized Holiday's SUCK.

I mean really, do we need an extra day to feel obligated, then feel like shit because we can't follow through???  These damn commercialized holidays all over the T.V reminding us how broke we all are but showing us all the wonderful things we cannot afford on an hourly basis in commercials.  I'm rambling which I tend to do but it really sucks to feel like shit anyway so you watch some boob tube to forget and then see all these damn holiday family commercials.  Ugh, sickening. I am all for spending time with loved ones during the holidays but it shouldn't feel like an obligation.  Then that obligation turns into disappointment real quick because your broke ass can't buy anyone anything.  So what do you do??  It's the though that counts right??  In that case I hope everyone knows that I am thinking of them and am thankful they are in my life.  You don't have to see me to know that.  I want to have a totally basackwards Thanksgiving and Christmas and eat pizza or some shit.  Maybe even turkey pizza.  Hmmm????  Just the hubby and I and a pizza pie.  Sounds fantastic.  Screw you Hallmark.

Weed is illegal. That blows!!!!!

I'm just ranting because I think it is total bullshit that marijuana is illegal.  Are you serious??  Our jails are so overcrowded with this stupid shit that it's nuts.  Our tax dollars are feeding these fools that only wanted to smoke a little weed.  Now don't get me wrong, I don't think people should have mass amounts or sell to kids but damn just a little smoking is fine by me.  How many people die each year from alcohol related shit?  A whole bunch.  How many marijuana related deaths each year do we have?  None that I know of.  Just saying.  A cop even told me that he's never been to a domestic dispute where just weed was involved but has been to countless where alcohol was involved.  Hmmmm???  Again, just saying.  Alcohol is legal and killing people everyday.  Potheads are just chilling talking about shit that they'll never really do because the couch is just so freaking comfortable.  I wanna move to California so bad.  I would have a prescription for sure.  It totally helps with anxiety and creativity.  Both of which are important to me since I have now taken up painting. Anyway just a rant.  Puff puff pass.