Life is Precious..... it's time for us to Change!!

Just when you think that life is hard to deal with, something happens that puts everything into perspective.  It's usually something drastic and difficult but it shows you that things can always be worse than they are.  I am still learning to practice what I preach but I still gotta preach a little.  :)

 Life is too fucking short so everyone needs to quit their bitching (myself included) about their sad little lives and be happy you woke up this morning you ungrateful cock suckers.  Sorry, got carried away a bit but I feel very strongly about this and it's seriously time for change,  it's time for us to change.  We already have so little control of our lives as it is, so maybe it's time for us to say fuck it and really, I mean really enjoy our lives.  Stop worrying about what other people think or what they do.... Just keep "your world" awesome and the rest will simply fall into place.  If you surround yourself with positive, happy people with little drama, then your life will be calmer and happier. FACT!   We feed off of our friends and feel what they feel, so sometimes it's a battle we all have to face at some point in our lives to weed out the shitty selfish friends from the supportive, selfless ones.  It hurts to let those people go but the love and great memories can remain close to your heart without them being a part of your life.   I know a few people that I have some great memories with and I have no ill feelings towards them at all, were just not friends anymore.  I don't talk about them in a mean way, I am nice if I see them in public.  I just choose not to hang around them.  No big deal, why do people make it a big deal?  It's life.  It changes, we change.

 Now I am rambling.  Let's just all get along, coexist, quit fucking with each other, don't be selfish, or greedy, stop talking shit, be nicer, more helpful to our neighbors, don't judge, live peacefully, the list could go on forever. Let's not just live, let's become better human beings.

Wanna Fix the Deficit??? Legalize Weed!!

It's as simple as that.  Thousands of people die each month in alcohol related deaths.... how many deaths are attributed to weed??  I don't know because I have never heard of any.  Legalize the shit, tax the shit and fix our damn money problems in this country.  That is all.

West Memphis Three FREE at Last. To Bad Arkansas Just Couldn't admit they were WRONG!!

I have a BIG opinion on this one..... I always have.  I've followed this case for 18 years, read the books, court reports, watched the movies, looked up to Mara Leveritt and read every word that she has wrote about these three men and this case.   These men have been innocent from day one and the fact that they had to endure ANY time in jail, much less one on death row is complete and utter bullshit to me!!!!!!!   I am so excited that they were set free, but at what cost?  This stupid 'Alford Plea' is ridiculous.  I can't believe they plead guilty (technically), got credit for time served and then they were  released as if they were just expected to grateful.  FUCK that!!!
The fact that they can't sue is crazy too.  The state owes them for the 18 years that were taken from them.

No one wins in this decision, not really.  There is still a killer out on the loose and no one seems to care.  They closed the case, WTF??  It's not closed, no one has paid for the crime.

The West Memphis Three unfortunately paid for the mistakes of the state of Arkansas.

I am ashamed and appalled at the way MY home state treats it's own.  Just remember, this could happen to anyone.  They took the fall for the injustices of this state this time..... who will take it next time?

Abercrombie & Fitch Wants Jersey Shore to NOT Wear Their Clothes!! Love it!!

I am not a name brand fan, label ho, whatever you wanna call it, I buy cheap (thrifty)  yet nice clothes and would never spend $60.00 on a fucking t-shirt, sorry.  But I do applaud Abercrombie & Fitch for not wanting those morons from Jersey Shore to wear their clothes.  I love it, I love it.  I mean I hate the idea that those worthless fucks will get more money for basically being sluts and making fools of themselves, but I like the fact that finally someone sees that these people are NOT to be looked up to.

Sick of Snooki and The Situation. Go Away Already!

If I see one more interview with Snooki or The Situation, I may just vomit.
 These people are a disgrace to humans in general.  I am ashamed to share my air with these sleazy sluts.  It amazes me the amount of people that watch that show.   Why do we condone the behavior of theses idiots?  Kids look up to these skanks, it blows my mind.  That's really all the time I can waste even thinking about those morons without losing brain cells myself   They are draining.  Ugh!!

Bullies are Getting Worse!! This has Got to Stop!!

I was tortured in school growing up, I had buck teeth and freckles and a HUGE forehead.  I took my fair share of shit from snobby ass people that thought they were better than me.  I survived, barely.  It stuck with me after high school, it hurt my self esteem and was probably the reason I sucked at college, who knows?  All I know, is it sucked!!  I would love to say that it made me a stronger person, but it didn't.... it made me weak and vulnerable.  I deal, that's what I do.  I couldn't even imagine the how much worse it would have been if there would have been computers, cell phones and fucking Facebook when I was a teenager,  Holy shit that would've sucked ass.   I'm not a parent so I officially have no right to say anything really about someones child but I do have a teenage niece and I feel a child's account should be monitored by someone.  Again, not my business.  What's up with this shit I see with 11 and 12 year old children having Facebook pages??  I don't understand that one bit.  Kids are mean as hell these days, they don't need another resource to belittle or degrade others.   Can't we all just get along?   It's one world, one race.... the human race.  It's damn time that we come together and stop being mean and cruel to our own, to anyone!

 Just please think of other peoples feelings, you wouldn't want to be treated that way so don't treat someone else that way.  What happened to the Golden Rule??  Most do not even know what that is anymore....  I'll remind you,

"Do unto others as you would have others do unto you"

Wedding Stress..... Why?? Love is ALL that Matters!!

I hear people all the time bitching about not having enough money for their wedding and or honeymoon.  I am a girly girl and always thought I would have a semi big wedding (if I ever got married) with a big pretty dress and all glitz and glam with kick ass brides-made dresses and a cruise for a honeymoon.  Ooh and bubbles, lots of bubbles!! :)
 I quickly learned when I met my husband and fell in love with him,  that all that shit is SO not important.  My husband and I got married by a justice of the peace in some girls house that I thought was my friend at the time,  but she really wasn't, and she isn't now.  That doesn't even matter to me.  That day was OUR day and no one could have made it any better.  No crazy family shit, no drama, no stress over money, no stress at all.   I wore jeans and a tank top and it was fabulous!!   What else do you need?  We enjoyed our honeymoon at the dog park the following day with our new family, it was more amazing than any beach or even Hawaii.  Fuck it, we had each other and that's all we wanted.   Apparently some people need to have this huge look at me, look at me wedding, and to you I say, Go for it if that's what you really want.  Just don't forget the real reason you are getting married.....Love!!  And don't stress about it.  It's your day!!  Have fun!!

Here's our fancy wedding photo's!!  I cherish them!!

The married Couple!

 Love!

The rings

My Job Sucks (entry three) I'm Seeing a Pattern Here.... I quit!

So if anyone has been following my bitch fest about my new job then I am sure this was expected..... I had a meltdown and quit my job.  I had enough, all in one day.....  I had money thrown at me, a package of Levi Garret thrown at me and the icing on my cake of shit was being taken for ten bucks by some bitch who swore she gave me a $20 but she lied through her snaggled meth teeth.  I counted my drawer and I was $10 short.  Bitch.  She even had the nerve to tell me that I look like the type of person who would try to take advantage of an old lady.  Pshhh, she wasn't that old.... she had the meth makeover going on.  So, I quit.  My boss and I talked the next day and I am going back to work.  She is kindly giving me some time to cool off.  We shall see, I don't know how much more abuse I can take from mean ass customers.  I hate that I let them get to me but unfortunately I wear my heart on my sleeve and maybe I need to grow a pair!!  Wait, I DO need to grow a pair!!!

 I will go back to work with the biggest smile on my face and be nice as shit to people.  I will kill their asses with kindness!!!  Kill em I say.  I am very lucky to have such an understanding boss.

Stop Being Mean to Cashiers who CAN get your Personal Information.

I am a cashier and I get treated like shit.  It is crazy how mean people are and they don't even realize that I can get their information and fuck with them if I wanted.  I won't, I would never do that, my mama raised me with morals and respect for others.  I would however toilet paper a house or two, don't get me wrong!!   :)

In my opinion most people who have had problems with identity theft,  probably pissed off the wrong cashier.  It's 2011, why the fuck are you still writing checks??  (except for bills) Knowing I am supposed to run it through a machine to make sure funds are there.  Hello???  Your information is being scanned into a computer.  I know your address, phone number and drivers licence number.  In some cases, the social security number is on the check.  Dumb-ass!!!  Luckily I am not like that but believe me, I know some people that are.

I was raised in the south where we are nice to our neighbor and even go out of our way to help others when needed.  What the fuck has happened to people to make them so mean.  I want to believe that most people are good.  I do not hold grudges and I disagree with people that do.  Life is too short to be so pissed off all the time.

Just saying, please think of someone else's feelings before you take your crappy life out on someone else.  It's not my fault that you suck.

We don't Have Healthcare.... We Have Sick Care. America sucks!!

I'm poor, I do not have health Insurance, hell I can barely afford my car insurance.  It sucks to have to pay all this money for something that may or may not happen.  I only pay car insurance because it's illegal not too.  :)
In fact, for about 5 years I was so broke that I would only get insurance once a year (just to get tags) then just stop paying it.  Not saying it's right but we do what we have to do sometimes.  I have Hyperthyroidism and it is a pain in my ass.  I am not on medication because I do not have a doctor and couldn't afford the office visits and prescriptions.  I suffer daily, the weight fluctuation, the sweats, the chills, the passing out, the anxiety, the depression, the headaches.... I could go on and on.  I have learned to deal with it but the fact is, I shouldn't have to.  I am a good person, a tax payer, even a productive member of society.  I don't commit any crimes and consider myself to be a good human being.  I think my friends would agree.  Point is, I can't get help until I pass out and have to go to the emergency room.  That is my doctor, I have no choice.  I am not alone, it is sad the way our country treats it's family and that's what we should strive to be like.... more like a family that helps each other instead of watch them all suffer.  My disease is curable, but will they won't spend the money once to fix me forever, they wanna treat me repeatedly, knowing I don't have any money.  I call Bullshit.  I wish we had universal healthcare, we need it, our people are suffering and some even dying because they can't afford their medicines.  It's a sad sad country we live in.   I would move to Canada in a heart beat if I could.  They want to help their people not watch them slowly die.  Fuck America.  And before you get all pissed and say, "if you hate it so much, then move".... trust me, I would if I could.

Ooh I am SO mad at Netflix right now!!!

Just when I thought they were cool and better than Redbox, I was wrong yet again!!!  They can expect a big drop in customers in my opinion.  I could be wrong, people are lazy and will pay to get to sit on their ass.  I however, am still considering whether or not I will stay a Netflix member.  I am searching other options and have found plenty.  Netflix better realize.... people are mad at you.  Good luck with that.  Now I have to decide whether to keep my cable and Netflix, I don't think I can afford both.  Hmm??  Who will go?  Gonna have to do some more research and decide.  I do so love the independent movie section on Netflix.  Ugh, what to do, what to do??  Damn you Netflix.

I Just Discovered Dry Shampoo, I've so been missing out!!!

I always thought that dry shampoo was for nasty people who didn't bathe.  Boy was I wrong, well I am sure there are stinky people that use it so they don't have to wash their hair but I have found an awesome reason for it.  I am not a natural redhead, sorry to disappoint you all, I do however have the attitude of a redhead so I color that shit once a month.  Anyway, I am sick of seeing my hair color go down the drain so I bought some dry spray shampoo, it's cool as shit.  It's not all powdery and gross.  It smells nice while still dissolving oil.  It's a spray so it's easy to use.   It will save me so much money not only on shampoo but hair color as well.  It's new to me and I am in love.  My beautiful fake ass red will be brighter, longer!!  So lesson learned here.... Not just nasty uncleaned hippies use it.  Clean good smelling hippies do too!!     :)  :)